F. Gifts
Ms. Lewinsky and the President exchanged numerous gifts. By
her estimate, she gave him about 30 items, and he gave her about
18.(72) Ms. Lewinsky's first gift to him was a matted poem given
by her and other White House interns to commemorate "National
Boss Day," October 24, 1995.(73) This was the only item reflected
in White House records that Ms. Lewinsky gave the President
before (in her account) the sexual relationship began, and the
only item that he sent to the archives instead of keeping.(74) On
November 20 -- five days after the intimate relationship began,
according to Ms. Lewinsky -- she gave him a necktie, which he
chose to keep rather than send to the archives.(75) According to
Ms. Lewinsky, the President telephoned the night she gave him the
tie, then sent her a photo of himself wearing it.(76) The tie was
logged pursuant to White House procedures for gifts to the
President.(77)
In a draft note to the President in December 1997, Ms.
Lewinsky wrote that she was "very particular about presents and
could never give them to anyone else -- they were all bought with
you in mind."(78) Many of the 30 or so gifts that she gave the
President reflected his interests in history, antiques, cigars,
and frogs. Ms. Lewinsky gave him, among other things, six
neckties, an antique paperweight showing the White House, a
silver tabletop holder for cigars or cigarettes, a pair of
sunglasses, a casual shirt, a mug emblazoned "Santa Monica," a
frog figurine, a letter opener depicting a frog, several novels,
a humorous book of quotations, and several antique books.(79) He
gave her, among other things, a hat pin, two brooches, a blanket,
a marble bear figurine, and a special edition of Walt Whitman's
Leaves of Grass.(80)
Ms. Lewinsky construed it as a sign of affection when the
President wore a necktie or other item of clothing she had given
him. She testified: "I used to say to him that 'I like it when
you wear my ties because then I know I'm close to your heart.'
So -- literally and figuratively."(81) The President was aware of
her reaction, according to Ms. Lewinsky, and he would sometimes
wear one of the items to reassure her -- occasionally on the day
they were scheduled to meet or the day after they had met in
person or talked by telephone.(82) The President would sometimes
say to her, "Did you see I wore your tie the other day?"(83)
In his grand jury testimony, the President acknowledged that
he had exchanged a number of gifts with Ms. Lewinsky. After
their intimate relationship ended in 1997, he testified, "[S]he
continued to give me gifts. And I felt that it was a right thing
to do to give her gifts back."(84)
G. Messages
According to Ms. Lewinsky, she sent the President a number
of cards and letters. In some, she expressed anger that he was
"not paying enough attention to me"; in others, she said she
missed him; in still others, she just sent "a funny card that I
saw."(85) In early January 1998, she sent him, along with an
antique book about American presidents, "[a]n embarrassing mushy
note."(86) She testified that the President never sent her any
cards or notes other than formal thank-you letters.(87)
Testifying before the grand jury, the President acknowledged
having received cards and notes from Ms. Lewinsky that were
"somewhat intimate" and "quite affectionate," even after the
intimate relationship ended.(88)
H. Secrecy
1. Mutual Understanding
Both Ms. Lewinsky and the President testified that they took
steps to maintain the secrecy of the relationship. According to
Ms. Lewinsky, the President from the outset stressed the
importance of keeping the relationship secret. In her
handwritten statement to this Office, Ms. Lewinsky wrote that
"the President told Ms. L to deny a relationship, if ever asked
about it. He also said something to the effect of if the two
people who are involved say it didn't happen -- it didn't
happen."(89) According to Ms. Lewinsky, the President sometimes
asked if she had told anyone about their sexual relationship or
about the gifts they had exchanged; she (falsely) assured him
that she had not.(90) She told him that "I would always deny it, I
would always protect him," and he responded approvingly.(91) The
two of them had, in her words, "a mutual understanding" that they
would "keep this private, so that meant deny it and . . . take
whatever appropriate steps needed to be taken."(92) When she and
the President both were subpoenaed to testify in the Jones case,
Ms. Lewinsky anticipated that "as we had on every other occasion
and every other instance of this relationship, we would deny
it."(93)
In his grand jury testimony, the President confirmed his
efforts to keep their liaisons secret.(94) He said he did not want
the facts of their relationship to be disclosed "in any context,"
and added: "I certainly didn't want this to come out, if I could
help it. And I was concerned about that. I was embarrassed
about it. I knew it was wrong."(95) Asked if he wanted to avoid
having the facts come out through Ms. Lewinsky's testimony in
Jones, he said: "Well, I did not want her to have to testify and
go through that. And, of course, I didn't want her to do that,
of course not."(96)
2. Cover Stories
For her visits to see the President, according to Ms.
Lewinsky, "[T]here was always some sort of a cover."(97) When
visiting the President while she worked at the White House, she
generally planned to tell anyone who asked (including Secret
Service officers and agents) that she was delivering papers to
the President.(98) Ms. Lewinsky explained that this artifice may
have originated when "I got there kind of saying, 'Oh, gee, here
are your letters,' wink, wink, wink, and him saying, 'Okay,
that's good.'"(99) To back up her stories, she generally carried a
folder on these visits.(100) (In truth, according to Ms. Lewinsky,
her job never required her to deliver papers to the President.(101))
On a few occasions during her White House employment, Ms.
Lewinsky and the President arranged to bump into each other in
the hallway; he then would invite her to accompany him to the
Oval Office.(102) Later, after she left the White House and started
working at the Pentagon, Ms. Lewinsky relied on Ms. Currie to
arrange times when she could see the President. The cover story
for those visits was that Ms. Lewinsky was coming to see Ms.
Currie, not the President.(103)
While the President did not expressly instruct her to lie,
according to Ms. Lewinsky, he did suggest misleading cover
stories.(104) And, when she assured him that she planned to lie
about the relationship, he responded approvingly. On the
frequent occasions when Ms. Lewinsky promised that she would
"always deny" the relationship and "always protect him," for
example, the President responded, in her recollection, "'That's
good,' or -- something affirmative. . . . [N]ot -- 'Don't deny
it.'"(105)
Once she was named as a possible witness in the Jones case,
according to Ms. Lewinsky, the President reminded her of the
cover stories. After telling her that she was a potential
witness, the President suggested that, if she were subpoenaed,
she could file an affidavit to avoid being deposed. He also told
her she could say that, when working at the White House, she had
sometimes delivered letters to him, and, after leaving her White
House job, she had sometimes returned to visit Ms. Currie.(106)
(The President's own testimony in the Jones case mirrors the
recommendations he made to Ms. Lewinsky for her testimony. In
his deposition, the President testified that he saw Ms. Lewinsky
"on two or three occasions" during the November 1995 government
furlough, "one or two other times when she brought some documents
to me," and "sometime before Christmas" when Ms. Lewinsky "came
by to see Betty."(107))
In his grand jury testimony, the President acknowledged that
he and Ms. Lewinsky "might have talked about what to do in a
nonlegal context" to hide their relationship, and that he "might
well have said" that Ms. Lewinsky should tell people that she was
bringing letters to him or coming to visit Ms. Currie.(108) But he
also stated that "I never asked Ms. Lewinsky to lie."(109)
3. Steps to Avoid Being Seen or Heard
After their first two sexual encounters during the November
1995 government shutdown, according to Ms. Lewinsky, her
encounters with the President generally occurred on weekends,
when fewer people were in the West Wing.(110) Ms. Lewinsky
testified:
He had told me . . . that he was usually around on the
weekends and that it was okay to come see him on the
weekends. So he would call and we would arrange either to
bump into each other in the hall or that I would bring
papers to the office.(111)
From some of the President's comments, Ms. Lewinsky gathered that
she should try to avoid being seen by several White House
employees, including Nancy Hernreich, Deputy Assistant to the
President and Director of Oval Office Operations, and Stephen
Goodin, the President's personal aide.(112)
Out of concern about being seen, the sexual encounters most
often occurred in the windowless hallway outside the study.(113)
According to Ms. Lewinsky, the President was concerned that the
two of them might be spotted through a White House window. When
they were in the study together in the evenings, he sometimes
turned out the light.(114) Once, when she spotted a gardener
outside the study window, they left the room.(115) Ms. Lewinsky
testified that, on December 28, 1997, "when I was getting my
Christmas kiss" in the doorway to the study, the President was
"looking out the window with his eyes wide open while he was
kissing me and then I got mad because it wasn't very romantic."
He responded, "Well, I was just looking to see to make sure no
one was out there."(116)
Fear of discovery constrained their sexual encounters in
several respects, according to Ms. Lewinsky. The President
ordinarily kept the door between the private hallway and the Oval
Office several inches ajar during their encounters, both so that
he could hear if anyone approached and so that anyone who did
approach would be less likely to suspect impropriety.(117) During
their sexual encounters, Ms. Lewinsky testified, "[W]e were both
aware of the volume and sometimes . . . I bit my hand -- so that
I wouldn't make any noise."(118) On one occasion, according to Ms.
Lewinsky, the President put his hand over her mouth during a
sexual encounter to keep her quiet.(119) Concerned that they might
be interrupted abruptly, according to Ms. Lewinsky, the two of
them never fully undressed.(120)
While noting that "the door to the hallway was always
somewhat open," the President testified that he did try to keep
the intimate relationship secret: "I did what people do when
they do the wrong thing. I tried to do it where nobody else was
looking at it."(121)
4. Ms. Lewinsky's Notes and Letters
The President expressed concern about documents that might
hint at an improper relationship between them, according to Ms.
Lewinsky. He cautioned her about messages she sent:
There were . . . some occasions when I sent him cards or
notes that I wrote things that he deemed too personal to put
on paper just in case something ever happened, if it got
lost getting there or someone else opened it. So there were
several times when he remarked to me, you know, you
shouldn't put that on paper.(122)
She said that the President made this point to her in their last
conversation, on January 5, 1998, in reference to what she
characterized as "[a]n embarrassing mushy note" she had sent
him.(123) In addition, according to Ms. Lewinsky, the President
expressed concerns about official records that could establish
aspects of their relationship. She said that on two occasions
she asked the President if she could go upstairs to the Residence
with him. No, he said, because a record is kept of everyone who
accompanies him there.(124)
The President testified before the grand jury: "I remember
telling her she should be careful what she wrote, because a lot
of it was clearly inappropriate and would be embarrassing if
somebody else read it."(125)
5. Ms. Lewinsky's Evaluation of Their Secrecy Efforts
In two conversations recorded after she was subpoenaed in
the Jones case, Ms. Lewinsky expressed confidence that her
relationship with the President would never be discovered.(126) She
believed that no records showed her and the President alone in
the area of the study.(127) Regardless of the evidence, in any
event, she would continue denying the relationship. "If someone
looked in the study window, it's not me," she said.(128) If someone
produced tapes of her telephone calls with the President, she
would say they were fakes.(129)
In another recorded conversation, Ms. Lewinsky said she was
especially comforted by the fact that the President, like her,
would be swearing under oath that "nothing happened."(130) She
said:
[T]o tell you the truth, I'm not concerned all that much
anymore because I know I'm not going to get in trouble. I
will not get in trouble because you know what? The story
I've signed under -- under oath is what someone else is
saying under oath.(131)
Monica Lewinsky began her White House employment as an
intern in the Chief of Staff's office in July 1995. At White
House functions in the following months, she made eye contact
with the President. During the November 1995 government
shutdown, the President invited her to his private study, where
they kissed. Later that evening, they had a more intimate sexual
encounter. They had another sexual encounter two days later, and
a third one on New Year's Eve.
A. Overview of Monica Lewinsky's White House Employment
Monica Lewinsky worked at the White House, first as an
intern and then as an employee, from July 1995 to April 1996.
With the assistance of family friend Walter Kaye, a prominent
contributor to political causes, she obtained an internship
starting in early July, when she was 21 years old.(132) She was
assigned to work on correspondence in the office of Chief of
Staff Leon Panetta in the Old Executive Office Building.(133)
As her internship was winding down, Ms. Lewinsky applied for
a paying job on the White House staff. She interviewed with
Timothy Keating, Special Assistant to the President and Staff
Director for Legislative Affairs.(134) Ms. Lewinsky accepted a
position dealing with correspondence in the Office of Legislative
Affairs on November 13, 1995, but did not start the job (and,
thus, continued her internship) until November 26.(135) She
remained a White House employee until April 1996, when -- in her
view, because of her intimate relationship with the President --
she was dismissed from the White House and transferred to the
Pentagon.(136)
B. First Meetings with the President
The month after her White House internship began, Ms.
Lewinsky and the President began what she characterized as
"intense flirting."(137) At departure ceremonies and other events,
she made eye contact with him, shook hands, and introduced
herself.(138) When she ran into the President in the West Wing
basement and introduced herself again, according to Ms. Lewinsky,
he responded that he already knew who she was.(139) Ms. Lewinsky
told her aunt that the President "seemed attracted to her or
interested in her or something," and told a visiting friend that
"she was attracted to [President Clinton], she had a big crush on
him, and I think she told me she at some point had gotten his
attention, that there was some mutual eye contact and
recognition, mutual acknowledgment."(140)
In the autumn of 1995, an impasse over the budget forced the
federal government to shut down for one week, from Tuesday,
November 14, to Monday, November 20.(141) Only essential federal
employees were permitted to work during the furlough, and the
White House staff of 430 shrank to about 90 people for the week.
White House interns could continue working because of their
unpaid status, and they took on a wide range of additional
duties.(142)
During the shutdown, Ms. Lewinsky worked in Chief of Staff
Panetta's West Wing office, where she answered phones and ran
errands.(143) The President came to Mr. Panetta's office frequently
because of the shutdown, and he sometimes talked with Ms.
Lewinsky.(144) She characterized these encounters as "continued
flirtation."(145) According to Ms. Lewinsky, a Senior Adviser to
the Chief of Staff, Barry Toiv, remarked to her that she was
getting a great deal of "face time" with the President.(146)